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I Heard They Kind Of Suck Live: Live at North Suffolk Public Library

by i fight vampires

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1.
please come down from there we'd really like to have a talk no one would be better without you that's what they want please put away your drinking wine and sit with us we can patch it up and stop the hurt come embrace with us take the belt down because we want you around and pick yourself off the floor unless you want a nap we're just outside the door turned your back on me what went wrong turned the awful things into a song just forget me now it won't be long didn't want me then now i'm gone
2.
Why won’t you accept me For who i am And who i will be for the rest of my life I’m blooming For the first time I shouldn’t have to correct you We’ve known each other for so long Please understand that i am who Who i’ve always been It’s just i know a little more About myself then i did before Old friend I have So much Love to give Old friend I have My own Life to live For now i give you an out sometimes i feel how i did I hope one day you’ll come round And we’ll be close once again
3.
when i go out leave the porch light on because i like feeling like someone's waiting up for me even if you went to bed i won't be mad i just like these small affirmations that you care that you're thinking of me even before you go to sleep i'm fucking breathing and my heart's beating show me that you care with how you stare please stare at me even in your sleep
4.
we gotta start talking about leaving our homes and i guess this is growing up if i stop throwing up from all this excess booze then we can leave soon twenty four, and i feel stuck i'm not sure if it's me or my home
5.
This trip took almost three years To save up for i’m so glad that we’re here To see what’s in store We thought that it might be fun To see some art and some lights And the gundam statue In odaiba at night I hope we can do this some more Traveling till our bodies are sore New tastes and sights they tend to soften the aches that we feel from all our walkin I’ve never held a snake before I used to be terrified but now i feel invincible It’s time for a train ride Security recognized my tattoo He smiled and laughed He helped us with directions And showed us the path To get from here to yokosuka Accidentally stayed on too long But we saw some great scenery Even though we were wrong Will you remember these things? with me fondly I will cherish These memories
6.
Please don’t make me come back down From upon these clouds Cause i can’t even think about Coming down x2 Because this feels like a dream And beats just about everything That I’ve ever experienced On the ground x2 I don’t know if i’ll ever call that place my home Taking transit by the train The cold bite of tokyo rain Maybe one day when i am just a bit more grown If i go i’ll bring you too I don’t want to go/be alone
7.
i remember telling you those things that i couldn't tell anyone else like the time i wanted to crash my car or how i felt about losing my job and these things they still suck but i couldn't give a fuck when i'm with you yeah these things they fucking suck but i couldn't give a fuck when i'm with you and i saved those flowers you picked well more like weeds but i still cherish them cause you know there's good in things if you look hard enough inside a darker place and these things they still suck but i couldn't give a fuck when i'm with you yeah these things they fucking suck but i couldn't give a fuck
8.
Please tell me When it was that i let you down And why can’t i be happy now Please i need To take some time to figure out how To decide how to build life out i’m not the kid you want me to be I’m sorry i can’t be your son now If only you knew more about me Then maybe i would stick around / But i’m done I can’t stand to walk around the house Your room is barricaded how do you Hold on To all of those forgotten things That you bought years ago But never use And your neglect My brother struggles while at home wants a job but can’t get one alone If you can’t Help me Then please provide with what he wants how has he gone without some of the basics It’s hard to decide what to tell you when you’re working through your issues I hope that one day we’ll be happy And you’ll own up to all the hurt you caused us
9.
Sensoji 05:26
Hey Sensoji I can see you Do you see me? This is where i want to be Where i’ve traveled Only in dreams I never imagined That I would see these things But i’m happier than Than i’ve ever been Nothing (all that) matters but this trip and our time spent at together (time together). No fear of getting shot While attending Music concerts Or in a store’s parking lot Now we’ve taken pictures of the bridge over the sea On a giant ferris wheel that we conquered And it’s gorgeous All of the rain, That falls upon All the buildings And the narrow The narrow streets And the quiet strolls at night That we take By the shrines And the gyudon shop Where you left your phone That we went to Felt like home And the joy that this brings Hey sensoji do you see me Glorious temple of red gold and green Hey sensoji must you tease me Nowhere else That i would rather be Hey senosji My kaiju heart can’t fucking take it

about

A recording off the boards of my set at the first ever Something in the Stacks Festival at North Suffolk Public Library on 10.21.23.

I’m very thankful to have been a part of such a rad event and I hope that you all will support your public library and/or officials that will keep them thriving.

This recording includes three unreleased tracks set to be on my next album, Sensoji. ⛩️ It also contains minor edits to the contents; much of my mistimed playing, choking, forgotten lyrics, and off-key croaks remain.

I’ve provided the lyrics so if you song along you can fill the empty space where words I missed should be haha.

Special thank you to Brooklyn, Caleb (dogtrash), Mackenzie, Maura, Minerva, the entire NSPL staff, Ben Salazar, and Davina.

Thank you to anyone who has supported me over the years, listened to me ramble about my problems, bought something, talked smack, whatever. I love you.

Here’s to ten years and hopefully 10 more!

NOTE: I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE SAMPLES ON HERE PLEASE DO NOT SUE ME I WILL NOT MAKE SHIT OFF THIS ALBUM

I DO NOT KNOW OWN PAGEMASTER OR FMA PLEASE FUNIMATION AND 20th CENTURY FOX

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released November 3, 2023

Live performance/post production: Andrew Brassington
Live Engineering: Ben Salazar
Album Cover based on photo taken by Davina (@davinugh on ig), altered/drawn on by Andrew Brassington

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i fight vampires Chesapeake, Virginia

lamentations in the form of moody, noisy, guitar rock

solo emo/alt jams from the 757 as penned by a.brassington

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